I thought that by coming to SB and asking questions, studying up, making sure I know what I'm doing and how to do it properly- I was accepting responsibility for myself. As far as whether or not I can afford to purchase a dive computer- it's not just 1 computer I need, my husband would need one as well. Your response to my question was insinuating, condescending and quite frankly, rude. Not that this would matter to you, because you've only made assumptions at this point (that I don't want to make the most of my dive and that I'm the kind of diver that expects my dive master to lead me around to keep me saw) but, I did a resort course to introduce myself to diving last summer, spent the week diving and becoming certified because I fell in love with it. I live in Colorado and do not have the luxury of diving frequently. What my husband and I have saved to take this dive trip has been substantial and sadly there isn't much more wiggle room financially. I am trying to use the tools PADI gave me for my certification. This, in my opinion IS ABSOLUTELY being responsible for myself and my dive. Yes, I am going with a dive shop and using a dive master for my trip- with this I hope to learn a ton. I also thought this was a supportive community...sadly, I've not had that experience from you. To those that gave helpful suggestions, I thank you sincerely. Yes I am new, yes I have purchased some of the minimum equipment (fins, mask, snorkel, wetsuit, booties) yes, I hope to afford a computer, bcd & regulator one day- today is not that day.