H2Andy
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Uncle Pug:But the truth was, I wasn't righteous at all. I was only self-righteous. In fact, I really was a sinner. I began to face the fact that I was a sinner even by my own standard of morality. I didn't even live up to my own standard!
i think we may have something in common here.
after a long time of problems and issues, i did not like myself very much. in fact, i pretty much hated myself.
i did eventually came to understand that i could change. it would be a lot of work, and it would take a long time, but i could change who i was.
i set out to change, and while i will never finish improving who i am, i am a much better person today, and i feel confident in my ability to live a good life, help others, and have self-respect (be able to look at myself in the mirror, if you will).
it was not easy, and it nearly killed me, but i've really pushed through to the other side.
i can honestly look at my life and say that i like who i am, what i am doing, and that i will continue in that direction.
when i screw up (note "when," not "if"), i have learned to learn the lesson, try to make things right, and try not to do it again.
i consider myself a righteous person in the sense that i do what i think is right. perfection is impossible, so i don't shoot for that.
if God wants to send me to hell for that, so be it