I'm a newish diver with 40 dives logged. So far in my diving I've been working with my breathing to slow it down and to control my buoyancy. To some extent that's successful -- I can follow a bottom contour adjusting for a few meters up and down with decent precision and hold a safety stop to within .25-.5 m without problems. (Water here being murky sometimes helps as there are lots of particles to act as visual reference in the water column...) My SAC is in a place I'm happy with, when I'm relaxed.
However all of this comes at the price of breathing not being or feeling natural. That is, every or most breaths are calculated and deliberate, and not simply something handled by my unconscious in the same manner as when I sit in my office chair typing this, caring nothing for my breathing.
And as an obvious result of this, a lot of my buoyancy control goes out the window when some minor issue occurs (like a cramp) that takes focus away -- typically I'll breathe in more, becoming more positive, adding to whatever annoyance was the problem initially.
So my question is does this get better? Am I on the right path and at some point this will become second nature and I can do this subconsciously while looking at the pretty fishes (such as they are, around here)? Clearly I've already improved some from my first dives and I can see that it does become easier and more natural with time, but the "zen state" I see some divers describe seems a long way off...
However all of this comes at the price of breathing not being or feeling natural. That is, every or most breaths are calculated and deliberate, and not simply something handled by my unconscious in the same manner as when I sit in my office chair typing this, caring nothing for my breathing.
And as an obvious result of this, a lot of my buoyancy control goes out the window when some minor issue occurs (like a cramp) that takes focus away -- typically I'll breathe in more, becoming more positive, adding to whatever annoyance was the problem initially.
So my question is does this get better? Am I on the right path and at some point this will become second nature and I can do this subconsciously while looking at the pretty fishes (such as they are, around here)? Clearly I've already improved some from my first dives and I can see that it does become easier and more natural with time, but the "zen state" I see some divers describe seems a long way off...