Thank you for the concern.
Please be assured that I am fully aware of the dangers associated with asthma and diving, and that I have an extensive medical background including having worked as a professional paramedic-firefighter for 8 years.
Last week I received a full evaluation from an asthma specialist who is also an avid diver. Peak flow and pulmonay functions test were not only normal, but well above normal. One more test will be done next week, but it does not appear that I have asthma.
So, what happened to me at 90', and why did I feel the sudden feeling of "impending doom" and acute shortness of breath. I have come to realize that it had nothing to do with bronchospasm, but I will be happy to share the experience here publicly because a) people know that I dive deep, and I don't want them thinking I am a suicidal idiot, and b) maybe my experience will help someone.
A quick recap on the event:
The dive plan was to jug a ledge in 90', go down, hunt the ledge, come up. I got down, and the ledge had not been properly jugged. Vis was not great, I was not on the ledge, and I was swimming fast in order to find it, but could not get myself oriented to it. After about six minutes of hard swimming, my heart started pounding, I felt I was having trouble breathing, and the feeling of impending doom occurred.
Now, I might as well get this part out of the way. Spearfishermen, at least in the Gulf, largely solo dive. I was down by myself, as I am 90% of the time. It's a personal choice, and I don't expect you guys to agree, and I don't recommend it. Riding motorcycles is a personal choice, too, but we don't chide every biker for placing his life in danger. However, I do point out that aspect of what happened because maybe it played a roll.
In short, a couple of things happened here. First, I probably had a build up of C02 at depth, which can cause panic symptoms and a sudden onset of shortness of breath. Secondly, within a two hour time frame before my dive, I saw a high pressure hose break, and two o-rings fail. That was getting inside my head pretty good, and that is where the solo issue may have come in to play this dive, especially since I had no redundant air (now, that is stupid, I admit. If you're going to dive solo, for God's sake have the sense to have redundant air).
If you've never experienced anxiety at depth, it's not pleasant, especially when you're out of range to CESA. You're "flight" instinct takes over, and your only thought is, I need to get to the surface, NOW. To be totally honest, I remember telling myself, "I have to rely totally on myself to overcome this. And I can do this." As stated, the trouble breathing wasn't bronchiospasms, it was the "my throat is closing" feeling you might get when extremely anxious. I was able to overcome the anxiety and make a slow, controlled ascent to 30 feet, at which times my symptoms had abated (more evidence it was not asthma), and I hung for about 5 minutes. I knew I was within easy CESA range, and the feeling of comfort was regained.
In an abundance of caution, I took the full physical, but by the time I got to the doctor's office I already knew what had happened. Personally, I felt the best thing for me was to get back in the water and dive, and make some modifications to the way I dive.
The main change I have made is to quit running a marathon down at 100.' I was free shafting large, powerful fish and running after them, and stringing them up. It is extremely exerting. My approach to spearing has totally changed. I get to depth, get comfortable, and move around SLOWLY, not overdoing it. When I shoot a fish, I used to "spring" into action. Now, I just lazily swim over to him and string him up.
I am laying off the bigger fish for a while, and taking fish that are easier to string. This last trip, I set a goal of knocking about 20% off my SAC, which I did. I don't do dives without a good feeling of comfort. This last trip, I laid off some of the deeper dives past 110'.
The second thing I am going to do is get fully redundant. I have never dived with a pony. I am going to start diving doubles (a steel hp100, and hp65).
I have dived several times since this episode, and have been completely without symptoms having implemented these changes. I have confidence in myself that if something happened at depth, I can overcome anxiety and think in a cool, rational manner, and, frankly, I think the experience has made me a smarter and better diver.