Yes I do need to start slow and that is my full intention, but I also need to have a path to get where I want to go. Since when is having a goal a bad thing? First you have to have a goal then take the right steps to get there. So here is a more direct question for you. It is unrealistic to have a goal to be able to complete MOD2 by the end of 3 years?
That's not unrealistic at all. However , I'd recommend setting a more modest goal. Complete MOD 1 and get 50 hours on your rebreather. Then reevaluate if 200' is your goal.
If "all" you want to do is get to 200' why not save yourself some upfront cost and take OC training up to and including normoxic trimix? You don't need a rebreather to get that deep.
I am not sure how I am "fixated" by having a goal.
Having a goal is a good motivator, but I think your goal is too far off to consider at the moment. Smaller goals make more sense. I've had people who want to learn to dive OC from me walk in and say "I'm fascinated with the Andrea Doria and her story and I want to dive her". Their goal is too far away to be of any use as a motivator and they need to define some intermediate goals.
I also get a caution flag from your original post when you said (and I'm paraphrasing) "what do you guys see below 200'?". That indicates to me that your goal is depth and that you may not have any true idea of what you want to see at that depth. That feels like depth for the sake of depth to me.
To be fair, in a subsequent post you indicated that you wanted to dive Bikini. If that's the case you'd better talk to Pete Mesley from Lust4Rust in New Zealand. He runs the only rebreather trips to Bikini, it'll cost you roughly an additional $10,000 to make the trip with him (including airfare and sorb and gas costs) and he will NOT take you there unless he's damn sure you're ready for the trip. Passing MOD 2 won't cut it. You'll need plenty of hours on your unit and to prove to him that you're ready for Bikini and the challenges it entails.
Even having rode other bikes I did not hop on it on day one and "see what it could do", I worked my way up. When I first get on it again in the spring my riding style is very different then the fall after I have been riding for 5-6 months again.
I'm glad you're willing to work your way to depth. Your initial questions here and elsewhere indicated you had a desire to get to the "stuff worth seeing deeper than 200'" as you put it.
My response is to take it slow and to buy a rebreather that will let you get to those depths if and when you decide you want to go there, rather than making getting those depths your goal. There's a difference, and I hope you see it. THAT's the fixation I was talking about.
By all means buy a rebreather that will allow you to go to depth. That, however, doesn't mean depth should be your goal. Learn to dive it and get a LOT of experience on it first, then decide if depth is what you want. That's the only point I'm trying to make, which seems to be rather misinterpreted by some of the replies to this thread.
For the benefit of those who might be misinterpreting my point:
Two options:
1. I want to go to 200' so I'm going to buy a rebreather.
2. I want to learn to dive a rebreather, and maybe in the future I'll go deep.
I hope everyone sees the difference.
-Adrian